train roll on

Another class finished. Another one in progress. One raced attended and now I'm hooked for the rest of the season.

Lucky me. I get to wait on what will sure be another less than stellar grade. I can't help but feel that my luck is going to run out on me and this microbiology class will screw my nursing chances. The worst part is, I have to retake it and get further behind in applying to nursing school. The very worst part is, I fail and don't have the willpower to go on anymore or I can't because I'm not allowed to repeat classes if I want to get into a program.

Now I'm stuck with a bunch of free time on my hands to do all of the things I've been dying to do for the last four months or so and feels all so strange. Photography, sew curtains for the kitchen, clean my house, do some laundry and get back to working out regularly. Leisurely life, I know. I can't help but feel that I deserve it, though.

Today, I've already organized my dresser drawer, cleaned a good chunk of the house and done some handwashing of my clothes. I also contributed to society by watching "You Can't Take It With You" with Jean Arthur and James Stewart which I enjoyed thoroughly. I'm sure it has something to do with the fact that I am subconsciously crushing on Jean Arthur and upon further investigation found that she wasn't anything at all like the characters she played. Another kindred spirit found by the miracles of celluloid.